shit

I should just kms

Lost

Things didn’t work out because of both sides. That’s okay. Sometimes things just don’t work. I accept that. I hope you do too. I really love you as a human being, friend, and soulmate. Timing could be wrong or it’s just not meant to be but I’m okay with either. Usually after break ups I’m bitter and angry. But right now, I have nothing but love in my heart. I’ve never been so grateful to have someone like you be apart of my life. I learned a lot of life lessons from you and had some of the best memories. I truly feel like I tried my best but it wasn’t working and it was mentally and physically holding me back. I didn’t expect to get into a relationship or anything. I had another good friend and it turned into something else. He has been a good friend and inspires me everyday. I think in order for me to grow, I needed someone like him. I know that might sound shitty but it’s true. I was getting stuck as a person and a musician. I’ve made quite a bit of accomplishments lately. It’s tough bc I always want to talk to you but I know things have changed. I want you to know that you’re always a friend to me and I respect and support everything you do. You deserve the world. I also believe if you hate someone who you “used” to love, did you ever really love them? I have nothing but love.

Goodnight.

It’s going to be a long time until I can visit London or France again. It’d be weird without you.